"its sad when people you know, become people you knew"

"when you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. how you used to be able to talk for hours and how now, you can barely even look at them."





A-

Available: yes

Age: 17

Annoyance: shittalkers, disrespectful people, chewing noises when its quiet, and this one squeeky noise like rubbing together
Animal: blobfish



B-

Beer: nastiness

Birthday: november 6th
Best Friends: TBA

Body Part on opposite sex: hands

Best feeling in the world: driving down a highway with a good song on and the wind in your hair,

dusk listening to the cars, and the beach at night

Blind or Deaf: blind

Best weather: autum days and summer nights
Been in Love: never

Been on stage?: ohh yes

Believe in Magic: sometimes

Believe in God: yes
Believe in Santa: not anymore


C-

Candy: ring pops

Color: pink and yellow
Chocolate/Vanilla: chocolate even though i cant eat it

Chinese/Mexican: chinese

Cake or pie: pie i hate cake

Continent to visit: europe

Cheese: yes please



D-

Day or Night: Night

Dance in the rain?: along with singing

Do the splits?: noo



E-

Eggs: worst food ever!

Eyes: black

Everyone’s got: a story to tell


F-

First thoughts waking up: i wish i was still dreaming

Food: tomato soup, shwarma, chili chese fries and eggplants



G-

Greatest Fear: not getting to live enough

Goals: find out what i want in the future and help people

Gum: for a certain amount of time

Get along with your parents?: ehh

Good luck charm: dont believe in luck



H-

Hair Color: black

Happy: try to be

Holiday: halloween and christmas

How do you want to die: in my dreams or sleep when im 100



I-

Ice Cream: jamoca almond fudge

Instrument: harmonica



J-

Jewelry: anything given to me or made

Job: yes, please



K

Kids: it depends on where im at in life

Kickboxing or karate: kickboxing



L-

Longest Car Ride: to texas then to mexico; careride from hell

Love: an ideal

Letter: i love letters

Laughed so hard you cried: today, as a matter a fact



M-

Milk flavour: chocolate

Movies: harold and maude, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind,...i cant even name them all
Motion sickness: nope



N-

Number of Siblings: 3

Number of Piercings: 4, 3 on my left and one on my right

Number: ∞



O-

One wish: to be truly happy but at the same time understand reality


P-

Perfect Pizza: lots of vegetables

Pepsi/Coke: dr pepper or iced tea



Q-

Quail: so cute



R-

Reason to cry: physical pain

Reality T.V.: the devils pasttime

Radio Station: k-earth, not so much anymore

Roll your tongue in a circle?: idunno

Ring size: ?



S-

Sushi: okay

Skipped school: yes

Slept outside: yes

Smoke?: no, i like my lungs

Skinny dipped?: no

Shower daily?: yes

Sing well?: alto/mezzo-soprano with high belt

Sing in the Shower?: yes

Swear?: try not too
Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries



T-

Time for bed: when i cant stay up anymore
Thunderstorms: its okay



U-

Unpredictable: mostly



V-

Vacation spot: anywhere exciting



W-

Weakness: people who are nice and i feel bad for them

Wanted to be a model?: no
Where do we go when we die?: to disneyland

Worst Weather?: hott hot weather



X-

X-Rays: thumb and mri for brain?
Ex’s: 1 (if that even counts)



Y-

Year it is now: 2009

Yellow: clothes



Z-

Zoo animal: beluga whales





i wish it wasnt so hott anymore, and i want to go to la alot more and i need to stop being so awkward, its, well awkward.

and i want my car, i hate that i dont get to have it untill i pay my own insurance.

so i cant drive to la until i get it,

and there is this guy that looks like a hobbit in my class.. so cute! i want to go with him to find the ring, imagine if when he married somebody he could take her and do like a re-enactment of the lord of the rings trilogy but without the scary part, only the finding the ring part, and their wedding could be all lord of the ringsy and could get married by gandolf! and their ring could be THE RING!

DAMN im getting all excited and i bet he never made the connection that he looks like a hobbit.

i want to tell him, but i dont want him to think im creepy or anything, i wont tell him the part about the ring wedding but maybe that he looks like a hobbit,

i think im going to wait till i become more of his friend.



theres also this guy named joey, hes kinda like eh okay looking when you first look at him, he sorta reminds me of my old sadies date, but anyways, when he opens his mouth to sing, he becomes the sexiest thing on earth, i would go out with him, if he wasnt gay (or i think he is, but im pertty sure is and im just in denial) i guess thats how rock stars work, like some are just butt ugly but then they sing and they become sex gods.



i also realized that there are alot of people that just talk about sex, really just out in the open, as if they are talking about food they enjoy, ex: this girl is like "oh i just fcked things up with joey" and i say "why?" and she says "yesterday, i was supposed to meet with his him but i met up with his best friend instead and i fcked him and now joey doesnt want to have sex with me" and me :"ohh..."

i dont even have an answer to that, i thought she was saying that to act cool or something, but no. she really did.

oh well, shes nice, i guess.



i realized that im really really into music and movies, almost too into it. i yet have found anybody that has heard of the music i listen to, well this one guy kinda knows the indie bands, but he smells funky and is kinda a retro hippie, is name is taras, but yeah not totally.

i thought i would since its college and all, but then again the only people i talk to have showtunes taking up 88% of their itunes.

and nobody that watches that much movies either.

but i cant complain.