karma police.

its really hard to stay happy when you realize all the stupid crap you try to get over.
i find myself in the same situations year after year.
i think its me.
i know the summer is going to make me sad.
but i think it will do me some good.
i want to try and find myself.
man that is so dumb to say.
but i think thats what ill do.
other than that.
i think ive grown just a bit older today.
and i think that tomorrow wont be so bad.
ive accepted the truth i guess.
its so funny because i think im in the same scenario but in the opposite side.
but ill let it be and let it go slowly now.
and as for relapses,
its going to be a no.
ferrshure.
i dont want the use of my phone that much except for when i need it.
i should have never done that.
i really feel like the worlds biggest fool.
but i mean its okay.
ive gotten over it before.
and im going to be done with it now.
my eyes feel swollen.
gosh i miss those kids.
i really hope i make that class.
i want to listen to some bad millenium pop punk band rite now.
as hard as it may seem i will not sink myself deeper than i have been.
all ill have to do tomorrow is smile.