sometimes in the morning when i wake up from dreams i cant tell them from reality or not. its actually kinda funny and ironic at the same time. because my dreams are so life like that its like they actually happend, maybe they did in a different dimension. maybe just maybe. tomorow is the last day of this school year and i dunno why but i feel like its my last one. im getting like all real sad and stuff but its not like i wont see them anymore. i just hate it when things come to an end. like in movies and books and just life stuff. im going to actuall finish my screen plays i hope. i need to drive and im furreals getting my permit and thingies. i just HAVE too. man im not interesting at all. but i dont care thats just me. i tell stories that just go on but they never end with a point. i dunno why. it used to bug people. but i think ive stoped a bit. i think the one thing that i would hope that i would do is die in my dreams. because wouldnt that be nice? you wont know that you died you'll just keep on living in an alternative reality. haha i think i want to watch the science of sleep.
2 comments:
Hey its Lauren!
Where were you today? I barely saw you today! The thing you drew for Nick was soo beautiful.
I know exactly what you mean in your blog about endings making you sad, I hate endings. I really do.
Like me and Steven ending FOR SURE. I saw his myspace and guess what it says "In A Relationship" Like seriously I don't like him anymore but its like it still kind of hurts you know? Ugh, and they have/had only been talking for like a week or so. Ugh. I'm actually kind of upset about it, I don't know why when I DON'T like him, not even joking.
steph omg I want you to freakin know how much I freakin love you and how you are seriously one of my clostest friends ever. Idk if ive ever been as honest as ive been with you this year. I mean yaknow, people have their "friends" that they have fun with and those they just consider friends through association, but with you, you are a true friend all the way and I want to thank you so much for being there for me this year. Dude I freakin value your friendship so much.
P. S. That car ride and those three songs and dancing with you guys made me more happy than ive been in a long time!
Post a Comment