tell us why?

you had to hide away for so long!!!
im nott! i am not hiding behind my depression/neoroticness anymore. so what if he doesnt like me anymore? so what if there only staying for a week? so what if they dont want to hang cos of a balance? it doenst matter.!mann okay reallyy. junior year is over. my father is letting me hang out at least twice in a week which is okay with me, mar mar is coming tomroow, i got robeks and jack in the box on the same day, my friends are amazing, i even think i lost an ounce of fat today from all that running. fuck this is gona be a good summer. on thursday i hung out with the teammates and we went to the west co. mall and starbucks and erics house and a lot of places. haha my favoritest part of the day was when me, forrest and the baby,[hahaah]paul and andrew were all dancing to three of the most epic songs ever made on earth at that particular moment. really i felt so infinite. like that moment would never end, like if we could stay that way it would be perfect just making up funky dance moves and having the wind blowing in our hair. i really wish that i would have taken a picture or recorded that moment in time. but i doubt that it would do it justice. and then today me and native walked/semi-jogged to the village and talked about our future college lives and passions. i want to get into fidm! so anyways, this is a perfect start for summer. i hope to have other adventures.