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nature is a language. cant you read?







i had so many weird typical expectations when i entered highschool. but now i think theyve changed a bit..and more in reality.



here are some dreams that i had the summer entering highschool:






  • get nominated and win a court thingy. like prom queen.



  • have a highschool sweetheart.



  • go out like everyday to the mall and stuff.



  • drive by 16.



  • have a job at some vans store by 16.



  • dyed my hair funky colors.



  • become incredibly popular.



  • be in a band and somehow amazingly good almost to the point of famousness.



  • star in drama productions.



  • valedectorian.



  • if not have like the typical movie romance like "she's all that".



  • become "hott".



  • have all great yearbook pictures.



  • go to a bad ass concert.



  • get a few piercings.



  • get asked in the cutest way possible to almost every dance.



  • wear strikingly fashionable clothing.



  • be the "every persons" friend.



here are some of the dreams that i have the summer (almost) leaving highschool:






  • go to a college of my choice.



  • drive.



  • be a better person.



  • and maybe just maybe, a job.



i think thats it. i dont have those typical high school realizations anymore. i mean they would be nice but i rather just focus on keeping myself together. i guess i was a bit shallow and like unleveled headed. but who isnt at that age? man i really grew up this year i think. just so many things that helped me to. i cant really say what king of person i am because i dont know yet.

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