requiem of the time of the butterflies

Aeternum vale

when you walk past me for one moment all i can only think of are the things that have become. of what we had made them to be. of the distance between us. i can only walk the vacant and charred ground that use to be a battle of past and present, the battle has ended, and the present won. you were so free once, you say you are free, but i just see somebody trapped in who they use to be and what they are now. and it hurts.i wonder if youre happy. i cant tell, maybe its your friends covering you, i really dont know. i miss you, i miss our walks and our chats about stupid little antics and our dreams of the future together. nothing was hollow about what we said. and then slowly you were gone.
but what took you?

i dont know if it was you or them or both or just life. all i know is that as soon as you finish walking past me, it was as if it never happened. i finish fidgeting with my books and look on to see if i can find somebody to talk to and go on with my life. and for one single splendid moment i remember and my heart grows a little heavier and i slouch an inch smaller then i usually do. but nobody can ever tell so i just keep walking. i hope you have a good life. i dont know if i can say, i will be here for you this time.