there are times when life decides to betray you.
and you sit face to face with so much scorn in your heart that all you can do is stare. and you ask questions, you ask so many questions with such hate and wrath and pain and wonder.
: why me? how could you? why now?
and no answer.
so you leave, you walk away and carry the heaviest heart you have ever had so heavy that your chin doesnt even reach to see the sky above you anymore.
and you are this way for a while, never seeing the sun and never seening the moon.
you are in all darkness.
and you are afraid
and you are lost.
no light no hope and no happiness.
but, time passes and it begans to live your heart, it cradles it and it doesnt soothe it but at least it doesnt weigh as much. and your chin rises higher and your back straightens and little flecks of light began to fill your eyes. and soon you accept life again and you forgive it.
but you will never see life the same way again.
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