never

in my life had i had sucha day like this.
i have had more happen good/bad things happen to me today then i have in a whole year.
it was a constant struggle, a war of emotions battling to take over my body, as it were the ring that ruled them all.
and if this seems like exaggerating its not.
theres so many things now that i have to look foward too.
and just how most epic movies end,
the good outweighed the bad.
its kinda like when you move a fish to its new home, you need to adjust it carefully or else it goes into temperature shock,
in my case, i was thrown in.

i want to feel the wind in my hair and the sun in my eyes,
hopefully soon.

and hopefully in this baby.