i am happy being someone.

You’re in the mood for a dance
And when you get the chance...

i have always loved the stereotypical dance scene feeling. the pretty dress,made up and hair up, awkard date and horrible pictures. i love the guy finding the cute way to ask the girl, her saying yes and bragging to her friends and ulitmately the uncomfortableness of weird rubbing on the dance floor. haha. i mostly like the getting ready part. but either way. not everything is the way things are planned. i cant be queen and i'm not seventeen yet. so thats probaly never gona be. mostly i am a general old fashioned girl. im kinda normal and just casual. but im not really. the most disturbing thing is i found out once again from the same person that made me realize so many other things about me. making me want to change who i am. but i know i cant. i know i never will. and i know for the surest fact that i should'nt. be who you are. because in the end thats all you'll ever be, you. im odd. and its okay.

TODAY I: helped my sister gain confidence, found out more about myself that i am becoming a better person,made a closer and better friend,watched a guy movie that blew my mind, doubted myself and then regained it, realized just cause we have many things in common we arent meant to be(its just coincidence) and ultimately found that being old-fashioned, is well old-fashioned. just ask.

SO AND SO FORTH. it was a good day/night.