i am small but i am strong.

man i love that song. really i just feel like dancing sometimes to it.
okay seriously i was pointed today that i cuss sooo much. & i swear i have been.
like before i was just like "golly" or "oh gosh" and those have turned to f*** you.
how sad. oh well i'll try to work on that during the summer.
i cannot believe that school is almost over. i mean if you look at my blogs...JEEZ!
man im like this manic paranoid obessive depreessed person. and i think i prolly was.
but now im like 89% better. let us hope so. i think haaha.
in like two hours im gona go to amat to see some friends from my old school and im uber excited.
though i hope they dont think ive gained weight cos like i know i have but stilll haha
okay like man today i had a rant/cuss fest with my fellow blue corn pioneer and i think i feel much better. i mean i still think my life can be way more up there. but hey! i only have like 7 days left and then next year i'll be a senior and i dnt think i'll have to see any of those people ever again if i dont want to. i really want to go to chuckecheese with a bunch of friends. that seems like so much fun cos like evertime i go with family im stuck as stephanie:babysitter. i have to go up the darn tubes and get my knees screwed up and then run around the games and try not to lose my sister. but i mean..i shouldnt complain..its kinda fun. doesnt it seem that kids are so care freee. i want to be carefree. THIS SUMMER. thats what ill do. like those rum commercials. i wont have the accent but i wont have one care at all. well, okay maybe one. BUT I WILL get over that foo. i must! its not fairr mann just not fairrr. i think im gona go redo my gross hair.