europa.

there is this one part in that song that just makes me love.

god,really its beautiful its like the guitar is singing..really just singing its voice out.

i swear i could hear words..and like so cheeezy but i swear i could hear them in my soul. haahahaahah man i am LAME.

that was one of the songs that was played at expressions night. which was last night.

gosh that was so amazing really it was. lilly was sucha good singer i always knew she had it in her. and mark,ariana and alexxis were fun as well..oh! and brendaa! i miss herrr too. mannn im kinda sad that i havenst seen them in a year. i really felt so happy back there. i mean just walking around the campus and talking to a bunch of my old friends. i really want to go back, i felt so at home..very different but so much homey. i like my walnut friends i do i do...but like i still like my amat friends too. but really its pointless to go back and then to graduate and leave again. but its all for being happy. i really felt like nothing has changed like i was just back were i left off. oh welll...maybe. okay serioulsy i hate monsters really they do not work. i drank TWO.. and still fell asleep....SITTING DOWN. 5 MORE DAYS. god i feel like time is just going past. i havent spoken to him in a while. i have this imaginitive presumption that hes avoiding me. i dunno why. and i willl..oh gosh you know i will..just go up to him and ask him the situation. but i never have the chance. its funny how sometimes people never get the chance to do something and it could make all the diffrence.